Chat rooms for survivor of sexual abuse

01-Jun-2015 23:04

Everything innocent and good and pure he took from me , he broke me.

I can’t breathe at night without feeling haunted by the memories of the past , how weak I was , how my little body couldn’t fight off his hands off my mouth to scream how my strength couldn’t push him off.

I keep thinking in my head “why would he hurt me I was just a little girl ” I can’t form a relationship properly , I’m paranoid of everyone I meet , I attract the wrong people, I feel alone .

I have no one to talk to , I cry alone In my room at night 15 years later and I still feels like he owns me I can’t get rid of the images of him doing those things to me out of my head .

It helps survivors to know that they are not alone.On this page we have included links to other websites that offer support and encouragement to survivors through blogs, message boards, and chat rooms.My story started when I was between 3 and 6 , I can’t remember the specific age, but I do get snaps of it and how young I was .I can’t even open my mouth to say it, every time I think about it my heart feels like it’s going to spring out of my chest , it feels like I’m losing my mind .

Behaviors that are sexually abusive often involve bodily contact, such as in the case of sexual kissing, touching, fondling of genitals, and oral, anal, or vaginal intercourse.However, behaviors may be sexually abusive even if they don't involve contact, such as in the case of genital exposure ("flashing"), verbal pressure for sex, and sexual exploitation for purposes of prostitution or pornography.